sometimes it’s nice to have someone by your side, just to lay there with, to be alive and share a moment within the same frame. It helps when that person has soft skin, longing eyes and a cute smile.
It’s a bit scary being left alone in Chiang Mai, before I was always able to hassle my boss for extra work, now I just have to put my entire faith and trust into this boss man who I have known for less then 2 months. Don’t get me wrong, Julio is a really cool guy and I think he’s a very moral guy as well. Theres just a lot of anxiety thats created when you hand over your own survival to another person. I don’t like the feeling of not being in control of my own destiny.
My free time will be spent solving this problem.